Saturday, September 30, 2006
AAARGGHHH!!! Somebody kill me!!!
erghh..its like super embarassing..i wish mardy was dere to save me...only she wld understand...haiz...ok...heres abit of wat hppnd..
Ok....so i went to this iftar thing at ngee ann..as usual...im alone...duh? the ppl dat i noe can be counted by A hand...seriously...let me name u...Taufik, Tini &Nadia. the rest are not catogarised as frens as...i only had less then 10 secs conversation wif dem..n dat too was Een, sakinah..n dats it...so like crap...but, i decided to come coz, i think its abt time i do some socialising..rite? so.. i arrived arnd..510 pm...but still the whole thing wasnt started yet...den when it all started, i was grp which bunch of lunatics...minah's, but lunatics..n due to my "experience", i can get along wif dem..quite oklah...i think dey were abit suprised, coz me...tudong..n stuffs...aahh, wateva...so we played the lamest game eva!!! n when presenting, all of dem suddenly become mouth tight... n act all "feminine"..wt sia...so, i end up hv to present it, in order to save our reputation..or my reputation shud i say...den..bla bla bla...terawih..blablabla...prize giving ceremony..this girl, which at dat time i donno her name, (HAHAHA), asked me, "fiza, ikot aku gi toilet" i asked her "kenaper?" den she ans"aderlah.." so i juz followed..den we came bck...den...i saw a few grps were reciving the prize, so i asked my grp members, "kiter menang tak?", bcoz, before, were we like jokingly said,"kiter confirm menang.."..yahlah..but it turns out, we didnt win...den suddenly, the m.c, announced a suprise award, Mr, n Mrs Iftar.. wt...seriously...lame wif a capital L sia.. den suddenly, i had dis trigger, wait, who's gonna be mrs iftar? den i luk arnd...ok, dere r many beauties here...so fret not..den i think again..must it be frm Np? deni turned..i saw the "Dayang" grp...ok..absolutely no worries..den dey announced the Mr Iftar, it was a guy frm Tp or NYP, not so sure...so i juz...wah..relex ah...so many cud win..but, i secretly prayed it will not be me, i mean, like, i noe no one frm the comitte...n i wasnt trying to get into anyone gud book or anything...n at that moment..i heard.."Hafizah".....a moment of silence......10 secs passed....20 secs...the guys suddenly qsnd, siaper hafizah...i was cursing...n in denial..coz, hafizah, byk hafizah aper....(truth, i was the only hafizah)...den, Taufik pointed at me n laughed. I turned, nadia luked at me n smiled, tini turned at me n smiled...so, like a rotten ****, i raised up, n walked to the front, i was trying to make the best of it, "action bagos arh..", den, the guys applauded...i was like "terima kasih, terima kasih.." den i turned, n recieved the ridiculous prize..it was a wand. i bloody, serve no perpose, wand. my faced juz got cramped...n when i turned to face the crowed, i saw all camera taking shots..i juz wanna die...i cant smiled, i tried to..but my faced juz got cramped, n i was touching the end if the wand, hoping it to be sharp. n since it wasnt, i juz walk of, even when deres still shots being taken....~~~
i wished, mardiah was dere, at least she noes how i feel. i wished, i was infront of ppl dat i can call frens...at least, i can pretend to be happy for them...
p/s: thanks nadia, for sticking wif me.....
she told
the story ...
11:31 AM
