Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Friday, October 20, 2006

suprise..suprise..
i didnt turn up today's iftar...hahaha...
why? im juz too tired arh...imagine, i've been out since fri!! all the way i didnt buka at home. so i tot..maybe, it wld be better if i stay home lah...n i am juz very tired..today, after sch, i went to bugis wif Jia Ling n Lina. i actually forgotten the iftar thingy n made a promise wif Lina to go bugis wif her to help her buy helmet. i actually like see if she remember or not arh. if she doesnt, den i dun wanna tell her, but den, Jia Ling reminded her. n de xciment on her face, like 2 year old kid, u juz cant say no to. so, i followed her. at bugis, we "tour" the whole area, coz she wasnt sure of the location. den...after dat, i go home...havent eaten a single thing despite able to. haiz..sian leh...de tot of going to iftar juz makes me even more lethargic...nvr mind lah...im gonna c u ppl on raya rite? InsyaAllah...i gez...
today sch was kinda funny..stoopid kok leong lah...i "melatah" infront of him, "eh mak kau"...n u noe wat he said? "eh Fiza, y u scld me? u scld me "p*k* mak kau rite?" i was like..HUH?? wth?? wat nonsense sia...den he dragged it the whole day lah..n the others oso like "nasi tambah"~~hahah~~
TODAY, i admit...i have a new crush!! weeeee!!! hahahaha!!! actually, i like dis bike...its a scooter looking bike, red in colour...it was LOVE at first sight lah...den, eventually...i become more n more attracted to it...coz, every time i finish lect, i will oways see it, coz its parked at blk 51..n my lect n tutorial are all at blk 50..!! den, one time, i saw the owner coming frm the bike...!! (actually, i tot the owner muz be a girl) OMG!! hes not bad lookin..but hes very dark...but gotta cool type, macho man man one... wahlan leh.....so cho one!! den juz now...i saw him givin a ride to one girl...i donno if its his girl or not lah...but i dun think so...or at least, i dont want it to be so..LOL!! I AM SO FREAKING JELES!!!
~~~haiz...so..only the first week of sch n i have tutorials for all subj n still hv to do online quiz n additional work...f man...haiz...gez, not much raya for me....
n, deres smthg bothering me now arh...donno how to put it....wat can i do to make it rite eh? i wish, i can stop comparing arh...and stat acepting...but, its very the hard...how to?? like...i tell u all ur life u are a girl n suddenly i tell u, u are sctually a guy...how will u face it? how can smthg so simple do smthg so drastic on ur life??? GOSH!! its MY life...dalah..malas to talk abt it....bye!

she told the story ... 5:57 PM