Spring Blossom, Autumn Sorrows

Monday, October 02, 2006

So, wat hppnd yesterday? instead of Fab4 n me, it turned out to be juz Jay n Me...HAIZ....
I was really fed-up arh...its a fact..i was really really ****** up with Hazzy, fatimah n mera even arh...cant blame me..cant blame dem..but at dat moment, i juz felt as though dey were taking pleasure in making my horriblely miserable day juz even worser...*****..its a damn long story arh..to cut it short, angsty still left with 3% arh...but, the upset eh...i donno when can i forget... but, im not really mad at mahera arh...atleast, she tried to make it up arh...i dun care arh...n lesson learn frm yesterday, some ppl, r really not worth it arh....n i've let it go arh...to me, now, dere's omost no meaning in freindship...haiz...n i am so not looking forward for any other iftar..wif ppl dat juz gonna be bubble..haizz....so, laz nite, was only me n Jay...n we had fun...
n i told Jay "the story" ( if u're wondering wats the story abt, dont, it doesnt matter). N, Jay was ultimately suprised, not pleasently arh....her face was like, wondering why i gotten mysef assosiated wif those kind of ppl...n like half way of the story, her expression was like, "i cant take it anymore!!" but, she kinndly juz listened arh...haiz..i noe..its weird how i got assosiated wif those dat ppl hv been calling "sampah masyarakat"...haizz...den, i dreamt of him at night... juz when i tot he has dissappear....wats the dream abt? doesnt really matter...
Weird thing : while chatting wif Jay, lexander saw me, den he actually like knock on the glass n said hi...He is very cute sia...really...very frenly...haizzz....
p/s: this is an anger post, if u feel offended, im sorry...but, i was offended too...
pp/s: no more iftar for me...at least, not for now...

she told the story ... 1:45 PM