Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Dear Heart,
I know you have been broken, shattered n scar
I know your dreams are now shreaded apart
and still it hurts like it was yesterday
the tot of him still beats u
the mention of his name still awaken u
u still feel the vibe
u still remember the smile
he was neither forgotten nor left ur side
but heart, he's no longer here
he is not coming back to heal u
he will never come bck
n i noe it hurts u
but u gotta be strong
coz deres more to life den him
deres still dreams for u to acheive
for your frens
your family
your companions are still waiting
for u to get get on the ride, yet once again
so brace ursef
be stonger
oh,make it on a double
n nvr luk bck
coz memories arent strong enuf to heal u
but if u take my hand,
i mite juz can
for this rollercoster ride
not for the one
with a broken heart.
Of all my closest frens, the ones dat i trust moz, my dear fren zahra..is the only person who doesnt know abt my blog. she saw nabil yesterday, n she smsed me, arnd 11:26 am. did i wish she didnt? no. did i wished she did? no. i wished she cud see tru my charade, pretending like my heart wasnt even interested in the idea. but, bcoz she didnt, i juz had to hold it bck, put my chin up high...n went tru the day, shopping wif her n natto like it wasnt even on a micro-unicell of my braincell. thank you zahra for beliving dat i am strong.
p/s:
{i still wanna noe where he alights, wat hes wearing, does he luk alrite, does he notice her, frm where u broad, which cabin was he in..., the important thing, hes doing juz fine w/o me ;) }
it is killing me...gently
she told
the story ...
12:32 AM
