Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Lets all begin wif a sigh...haiz...y? tomorro im doing tchin again...yup.. AGAIN!! belive it or not arh...haiz....
Why? kesian...dats is my only n best explanation i can give...i fell so guilty, coz i promised her tomorro we gonna SHOP!! but, i turned her dwn...i feel so bad, i hope she wont hold it against me...Fazzy baby...sorryy!!!
wat hppnd today, is smthg not worth to talked abt....i wanna go out wif my gerl frens...Siots i mean...or mardy...or fazzy....Natt!!! its been euons since we had a girls talk....haiz...im missing everyone again...dalah fiza..dah...
suddenly, i found mysef thinking abt wat Jay said,"kalo kau, aku phm, kau mmg slalu solo, nafsi nafsi, i can survive on my own nyer type.." i juz wanna make dis clear, i really dun think i can eva survive on my own. honestly. but, y i oways do things mysef is, bcoz,i dun wanna trouble other ppl, or like say i need to go return book at libry, i dun need the whole grp to come wif me rite? i mean, y shld i bother sm1 else when its me who needs to go to the libry?~~haiz...i juz hope ppl get wat i mean...its hard to xplain...so, if u were to come to me n say, fiza, i want to help!! i wld be the world happiest person!! but, if u dun, i wont ask for it, coz, it mite juz trouble u, or make u feel burden, i wld nvr wanna do dat to my frens...atleast...i tried my best not to..haiz...fiza...u r smthg wrong.....
tomorro is Geylang..i need to buy a baju, else, no raya dis year...im kinda bored to celeb raya, it kinda bcome a routine...but,thinking abt shopping...dat juz excites me...especilly wif frens...
Natt...kau maseh ingt? "Aku nak abg ah.." hahah....
smthg is wrong wif me arh...seriously, i donno wat..juz not in my elements i gez...i think i've spent too much time at home, watching useless drama/anime....GAME OVER!!
p/s: tomorro, if i see Aiman, im gonna smile at him
p/s: thank you mera for making effort to understand
p/s: thank you for reading my blog n understanding my nonsense
p/s: i wanna go shopping
she told
the story ...
11:44 PM
