Sunday, November 05, 2006
Laz nite, i fought wif my bro. not say fought lah but kinda like bertekak..lah..abt wat? well..he said he dont wanna work after ORD..he wanna sit for o lvl...i was like... WAT??? imagine, he hvnt gone to sch for wat, 7 years of his life??? he hvnt done serious schling n he wanna sit for o lvl?? WAT THE FUCK IN THE WORLD??? i was like trying to make sense in him, but he...juz wouldnt listen...i noe i said a few things dat hurt him..but i was juz trying to make him realised dat o lvl is SERIOUSLY no joke....did i make it seem like one??? seriously...he doesnt noe the TIME i scarified for o lvl...he doesnt noe, nobody in this house noes....i worked my ass of... imagine, i did ALLL the 10 years series for maths n physics....CAN he do dat?? he doesnt noe the tears i cried...the TIMES i feel like giving up..when i feel like killing mysef...when i felt o lvl mite juz be abit too much for me...he doesnt know HOW TOUGH IT IS!!!! its not abt making it alone...its abt the journey....for the whole year, can he sacrified not meeting his girlfren as often.. not going out as often...comit to do all the hmwrk, the pprs...the classes...can he swears that he wont ponn even a lesson wif no valid reason???? fuck man...i tell u seriously....he shud really noe it not as easy as i made it seem...i wish, he were to be more humble in realising dat hes not dat great. still remember Nabil, when he said hes going bck to sch n taking N lvl, i asked him, why nvr take o lvl? he said.."Nabil da 4 tahon tak pegi sch..." My stoopid bro??? 6 years of no serious schling....haiz....wat is he afraid of?? i mean look at kok long..he like wat? 22? 23? hes in poly... deres nothing wrong wat..ppl dun discriminte him, ppl luk up to him...!! n my bro, is seriously not the sch type...wat hppns if after o lvl or n lvl he dun wanna stadi anymore?? n if he sat for o, confirm cannot make it one...n if he failed?? den lets say he applied for work...n the person luk at a failed o n a pass n.. which one wud he prefer??? haiz... abg, jgn lah degil...haiz..imagine, hes malay reading only is already jahanam...not to say english...n within less then a year.... u think he can make it??? i am not being mean. i am not looking dwn on him. he is smart, but he makes stoopid decisionS.
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